Jay's mind is resisting

Jay's mind is resisting...

Jay wakes up very confused about where he is and what he is doing in this room that he doesn't recognize.
He is alone, but still feels that there has been someone there with him. “Who?” He feels sad when he is thinking about this. He feels that he needs someone by his side and still he doesn't know why...

A voice in his head says:”welcome back, Jay.” Jay looks around, but cannot see anyone. “Who are you?” he asks.
The voice is a child's voice and replies:” I am L.J. Who is helping you through this process.”

“I cannot recall your name. It sounds strange to me; L.J.? That's not a proper name.”
The voice continues to talk to him about the process of transformation into higher levels and that he will stay unconscious in periods, but when they are finished he will have a clear mind and a greater understanding of his existence.
Jay turns his head around to see who is talking, but to no avail; there's no one there..

He asks again: “who are you? Show yourself!”
The voice talks directly to him now: “I am L.J. Or little Jay if you prefer. I am part of you and cannot be seen in any physical shape. Just trust me and we will both come through this metamorphosis.”

“What metamorphosis?”
“Your enlightenment, Jay. I know you are not tuned into it right now, which means that you are resisting the process that we agreed upon some days ago. Just relax and give in to whatever happens; it's for your own best; and mine and you are perfectly safe at any time.

Jay falls asleep again...

He wakes up having the feeling that he's not alone. He opens his eyes to see what's going on. And there she is: the woman who was with him yesterday too. He longs for her caressing hands again. She is stroking his arms and hands and then his face on and on.
He looks at her and suddenly his memory is back! “He rises up and looks at her ; Pearly? Is that you, my love?” She looks up at him and confirms that she indeed is his Pearly.
He stops her stroking and holds her hands in his and tears are running down his cheeks. She rises up too and sits beside him along the wall.

“Jay”, she says, “I have talked with L.J. And he says that it's important that I stay with you and support you in this process. Does that sound OK to you, my love?”

“Yes, Pearly, I believe it has to be so, because I have been lost here for some days now and having you around gives me th courage back to go on with the metamorphosis. When I know that you are beside me for my comfort, and that's probably how you would feel too, I feel safe and ready to go on. Thank you, my love !”

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